I am most definitely a night person. When given the option, I become nocturnal. Unfortunately school forces me awake during the day for classes and ish. Sometimes I wish I was better during daylight hours, but only because I find it disappointing that everything shuts down at night.

My haircut is really nothing special. It's relatively long. It's not down to my bum or anything but it makes it midway down my back. The cut is straight without bangs. The only neat bit about my hair is the color. My natural haircolor is a strawberry blonde, but I have a few inches at the end died blood red, which I just love. I'd take a picture, but my webcam never gets color right.

Who says that I am? Who says that I'm not letting this site think for me. Sometimes I think that's why this site is here, to tell you how to think. The whole "think arete" thing in every e-mail gets to me sometimes.

Truly though. I learned to think for myself because I was never given any other option. There was never anyone around to think for me. Even when I'm in classes now I wish I could be self taught. I hate being told what to read, what to study, what to learn. I'd honestly learn more if I was left alone to do it. I love a lot of books, even educational ones, but I would be more inclined to read them if I wasn't forced. I have a test tomorrow. ick. a practical in anatomy. I love my anatomy book. I hate having to study it. I don't learn like that. grr.

This has turned into a rant.
Wish me luck on my test.

Sometimes my dreams really confuse me. I have a tendency to mix up dreams and reality. I'll dream that I've already gone through my day and in my dream I go back to sleep so that when I wake I think it is a day after the one it really is.  I'll dream that people do things that they haven't and I'll talk to them about what they did only to find out they didn't really do it as it was just a dream. Usually it's just something silly but it can be very confusing.

I'll be searching for a song I know by Jason Robert Brown that I can't remember the name of....

Sugar Cookies! mmmmm.

Children.

Natural to me means nothing added. No artificial chemicals. no preservatives. no pesticides. It means right from nature. People could debate into infinity how we're supposed to naturally life. The easy answer would be in a cave, hunting for food with a spear, but the world is already too complex for that. Much too complex. I'd love to live in a house in the middle of the woods though. A small house made from natural materials and surrounded by nature. Ibut for now 'm going to go eat breakfast, some organic fruit and head off to class.

Sometimes I wish I could reunite with my father... othertimes I curse his existence.

Do I really have to just pick one? I sing. I draw. I do origami. I quilt and cross stitch and dream up stories in my head. I like to write when I have the time. I never have the time. I'm sure there are more.....